As I write this, I am sitting here holding my book in my hands. This book that has been in my heart for more than four years is finally here. As I hold it, feeling the pages, the brilliant shiny cover, the weight of it as I hold it, I think of the weight of the words themselves and what they mean, and all that it represents. I am overwhelmed with gratitude. I cannot fully express all that I feel when I hold my newly released book in my hands.